bendera putih..
cukup sudah cukup...
aku menyerah..
liat gak benderanya?..
cukup!..
l e t i t f l o w . .
seribusakitberputarsepertikunangkunang..kerlapkerlipyangmenyakitkan..danmalamtidaklagimenghanyutkankepedihanini..
berlarilaritersengalsengal..tapitakjugahilang..DAMN..berputarputarsemakinsakit..DAMN..berteriaksemakinpedih..DAMN..sunyipekatmenghujam..DAMN..
DAMN..DAMN..DAMN..
jauh..jauhkanakudarisemuaini..tolong..
membasilahkamudisana..janganbawabawaaku...
speechless...makian tak lagi terdefinisikan..pusing..
pulang..dan tidur...
tapi ga ingin pulang..sepi..
mungkin perlu sedikit udara malam..berputar-putar..
ada candu?..
seperti ular..merusak..
amarah..bergulung-gulung..
memakan keyakinan sendiri..
PERGI!..
. . .
hari ini aku sedang kesal..seseorang -mungkin kamu- bener2 bikin kecewa banget..& berpikir 'apa bedanya ada dan tiada?'...hmfff...mungkin memang ga pernah ada?...hmmffff...
yeah..lupakanlah pemikiran keparat itu..lets we talk about my new trip..hmm..aku mulai membasi disini..ingin pergi jauuuhhh...menjauhi dia..kamu..mereka..dari semua yang sepertinya baik2 saja tapi ternyata mengikat...pergi jauh...tak terjangkau..
-kamu tak lagi membuatku nyaman-
never there
i need your arms around me, i need to feel your touchi need your understanding, i need your love so muchyou tell me that you love me so, you tell me that you carebut when i need you baby, you're never there
on the phone long, long distancealways through such strong resistancefirst you say you're too busyi wonder if you even miss me
never thereyou're never there you're never, ever, ever, ever there
a golden bird that flies away, a candle's fickle flame to think i held you yesterday, your love was just a gamea golden bird that flies away, a candle's fickle flame to think i held you yesterday, your love was just a game
you tell me that you love me so, you tell me that you carebut when i need you babytake the time to get to know me if you want me why can't you just show mewe're always on this roller coasterif you want me why can't you get closer?
never thereyou're never thereyou're never ever ever ever there
-cake-
only 4 u babe..
laporan langsung setelah yudisium..
akhirnya gw LULUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!
senangny..
ngapain lg y?
nikah ah..
hakhakhak....
